What Was I Thinking

Your going to amount to nothing in life…We should bring you to the hospital and drain the Spic blood out of you…Your mother and father are no good….Don’t shrug your shoulders or your going to regret it…. Say I don’t know again….I don’t like jokes, specially from people I don’t like….Your a Thief…. You be living back in the orphanage home if it wasn’t for us taking you in….You ungrateful son of a bitch….You been bad all year, that’s why there is nothing in your stocking…. You bow-legged freak…. Michelle, Michelle…Call your social worker and tell her…Did you steal that….Your mother should have been shot for what she did….Your father had a girlfriend…..You ratted on me to your father……we’ll see….I won’t hit you….you won’t be in trouble if you tell me….Your a liar and always will be a liar….(the sound of my own voice screaming and crying)…Lilianna…Lilianna…Michael and his family are Pigs…Did you do that….Did you touch that…I pay for the food on the table….I pay for your clothes…Michael…come down stairs right now…Don’t you look at me like that or I will throw this can right at your head…four eye freak…..four eyes…you look like a girl…you act like a girl…where’s the watch…did you steal it…why are you counting your gifts…put the chairs away…get the soda…feed the dogs…clean the dog shit…your friends will amount to nothing…who you talking to on the phone…get off the phone…your disgusting…your an Ashton and will always be an Ashton…you be nothing without us…you need help….you need a psychiatrist….I will kill you, you fucking son of a bitch…your punished…you will never make it through high school…you will never be a cop…I can’t be in the same room with that…you have a body like a girl…your a cry baby…Barry Manilow looks like a bottle of milk…you don’t deserve us…DADDY’S HOME!!!  All this I can hear in my head as I stood  waiting for the owners to open up the door…..What was I thinking?

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